Finding New Ways to Celebrate We were all dreading our first holiday without you. You always brought the fun with

The next morning was Sunday, October 18, 2020. You were still with us, and I sensed that you wanted to

After the meeting, I talked to the nurse about preparing to go home. He then realized that I didn’t understand

We were admitted to Norton Audubon on Monday, October 12, 2020, and the doctors ordered dialysis immediately. You had one

October 2020 was and will remain the most difficult month of my life. It is the month that I lost

The end of April and May were spent with home OT and PT working to get your strength, especially in

The year began quite well. You had recovered from your surgery over Thanksgiving, worked very hard on strengthening your legs

The August follow-up appointments went pretty well. The medication was maintaining the fluid retention so you weren’t holding water any

As part of my healing, I am writing our love story. I have decided to share it here because I

Continuing the analogy of the tree, we will survive! Just as this tree was not stopped by the piano in

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About Susan Rose

I’m Susan Rose, offering support in School Counseling and Grief Coaching. In grief support, I’m a mother, grandmother, professor, author, and wife (I’ll always be his). Until October 20, 2020, I lived with my husband, Robert (Bob) Rose, in Louisville, Ky. On that awful day, my life profoundly changed, when my amazing man went on to Heaven. Married so young, we literally grew up together. We raised a family together and had a wonderful journey. We weren’t ready for it to be over! After Bob moved to Heaven, I embraced my love of writing as an outlet for grief. I know this is God leading me to honor Bob through using my background and experience to fulfill a new life purpose. Hence, this site is my attempt to share what I learned as a Counselor in education with what I am learning through this experience of walking this earth without him. My mission is to help those in grief move forward to see joy beyond this most painful time.