The next morning was Sunday, October 18, 2020. You were still with us, and I sensed that you wanted to
We were admitted to Norton Audubon on Monday, October 12, 2020, and the doctors ordered dialysis immediately. You had one
October 2020 was and will remain the most difficult month of my life. It is the month that I lost
The end of April and May were spent with home OT and PT working to get your strength, especially in
The year began quite well. You had recovered from your surgery over Thanksgiving, worked very hard on strengthening your legs
The August follow-up appointments went pretty well. The medication was maintaining the fluid retention so you weren’t holding water any
This year seemed to start out as you had hoped in your Christmas 2018 letter. The pacemaker that you had
SAM IS BORN! This year brought both great happiness and great difficulty. Yet, you remained ever positive. It was just
“NORMAL” WITHIN THE CHAOS This was a great year. We weren’t in the hospital once! We thought we were in
This year, we only had three surgeries for what we thought at this time was Hidradenitis Suppurativa – February, March,
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About Susan Rose
I’m Susan Rose, offering support in School Counseling and Grief Coaching. In grief support, I’m a mother, grandmother, professor, author, and wife (I’ll always be his). Until October 20, 2020, I lived with my husband, Robert (Bob) Rose, in Louisville, Ky. On that awful day, my life profoundly changed, when my amazing man went on to Heaven. Married so young, we literally grew up together. We raised a family together and had a wonderful journey. We weren’t ready for it to be over! After Bob moved to Heaven, I embraced my love of writing as an outlet for grief. I know this is God leading me to honor Bob through using my background and experience to fulfill a new life purpose. Hence, this site is my attempt to share what I learned as a Counselor in education with what I am learning through this experience of walking this earth without him. My mission is to help those in grief move forward to see joy beyond this most painful time.